Emptyness

For starters.... I hate Thursdays... I have 3 classes, its the longest day of the week, its near the end so I'm exhausted from the fckn commute. 
J'ai de la haine pour....  
I feel just so empty. My heart feels so cold. Sometimes I dont even think its beating. I feel so exhausted, its like I'm walking dead. I wish I can just sit and cry for hours instead of sucking it up and getting work done late at night. I have never hated life so much..... 
Staying up all week ....20 hours a day ... REALLY gets to you... when its windy and you're walking in the wind when its pitch black heck you'll shouting to the skies ******* for making my life miserable. 
Seriously...can't ANYTHING just go right for once? 
I'm running out of time.. I can't keep up... I'm falling... I'm crashing.. I'm just so overwhelmed with stress. 
Step 1: 
I cut my social life. F fcb, msn what not... Its over. 1 month (im only replying to important people) 
Hell with social life...never made a dent in happiness. 
Step 2: 
Be in two places at once... replace all the nuscence with the gym time.... studying books....
Step 3: 
Bun sleeping. I've made it this far and I've gone COMPLETELY mental its rediculous...few more weeks will kill me. 
Step 4: 
Dont Care. 
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honestly...just the world... SCREW IT- I didn't need ANYONE to make this far. 
Its just me, myself & I at the end... is all I got.