Thoughts

Time is ticking and there is little time that I get to spend with him before we will be parted. 
I feel as if, I am tying myself down...but why? 
I finally found someone who makes me happy for who I am ... someone who makes me smile! 
But am I fooling myself? I mean anyone can make you smile... ugh.. I hate this feeling.... doubt. 
I really hate doubting our possible relationship when really it has the potential on lasting a long time.