Day 2 since we ended our conversation....and still I have been receiving messages about how he wants us to get back together and have everything back to normal as if nothing has happend between us. But thats wrong. We can't just keep pretending that everything between us is alright. We can't just keep fake smiling and keep tolerating our kindness.... I can't just can't deal with it anymore.
Knowing that your heart is in the hands of someone else and he will still have really strong feelings for me ... thats wrong, is it not? Its like leading him on....keep laughing, joking with him... keep being there for him.... its not his place to be. Its not who I want to be with .... and would it really be fair for the other guy?Always seeing us laughing and joking.. no that will cause alot of unessessairy drama and I might end up losing him. ... Which I can't.
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